Thursday, January 1, 2009

挥别2008, 迎来2009年!

2008 年,有成就感,也有些遗憾。。。

健康,我一直有一种理所当然的感觉,在08年结束前给我了一次健康红灯,(视网膜脱落),虽然专科医生说与健康无关,纯粹是运气,但我有自知之明,经历了这种与失明擦肩而后的感觉,体会到了没有健康,一切梦想理想是空谈了!

事业,
山穷水尽疑无路,柳暗花明又一村 来形容吧。
每次遇到挫折,心想放弃时总有贵人相助鼓励。
换个角度想,或许是自己阿Q自己一番(过于乐观)吧,所以周围的人和事都变成自己的贵人了。。 呵呵!

人遇到问题,为自己找合理的借口开溜,又或推给替死鬼。
There is no bad player, there is just BAD MANAGER
这句话让我对工作上的问题从新思考,从而有了另一番诠释

碍于面子,不肯认错,可接受。
但面对自己都死不认错,很可悲。

感情,
黑暗中摸索,迷失方向,随性或许胜过勉强。

亲情,
最满足的项目,珍惜。

酸甜苦辣的一年,最后留下只剩回忆了。拜拜2008 !



Monday, December 15, 2008

my SURGERY,---- O M G---


On 2nd of December, i feel there is a cloudy part in the corner of my right eye, blocking my normal vision and give me a blur view. I became BLUR -BLUR
i though it 's just insufficient sleep, I came back rest for 3 days, but the cloudy part was still there,
I couldn't bother about that and started working until 12th December,Friday, coming back from JB, the blur vision had spreaded to almost half of my right vision,

GOSH the vision of my right eye is now HALF-GONE !!!

I am so worried, rushed to my family Opthamolgist, DR Victor Pang in Pantai Melaka, as my symptom is quite similar to acute glaucoma, i was so worried as vision loss in the case of glaucoma is irriversible (cannot be saved),

"HABIS la, i gonna blind" i thought

I drove to Pantai Medical Centre with just the half vision loss in my right eye sensing that something is not right. Waited for 6 hours until i were finally diagnosed,
The first sentence Dr Pang said were : "young man, where had you been all the while, why these things happened"

He also thought it is Glaucoma, after further diagnosis, i was confirmed to be having RETINA DETACHMENT !

Dr Pang said :" i will be sad if it was galucoma as you are my patient for years"
immediately, Dr Pang called Dr LIm Kian Seng, Specialist in ISEC midvalley, making an appoinment early the next morning.

He turned to me and said: "from now, you need to rest until tomorrow morning, every moment counts in saving your vision"

The last sentence before i left Dr Pang room is

"Dr, can i have the operation on Tuesday after my Product Training in Alor Star and Penang on this saturday and sundy? "

He murmured without looking up :" Go to see DR LIM tomorrow 8.30am now go back and rest!"
I reached ISEC MidValley precisely at 8am, after a routine check in and diagnosis by DR Lim Kian Seng, i was arranged for the operation at 10am. I was given a simple briefing on the operation

I changed into operation robe... TO BE continued

and walked into the operation teather under the worried looks by my parents.


"I will give you partial anesthetic " doc said

What the hell, that means i will be awaken throughout the whole operation!

A medicated cotton was rubbed around my eyes before a 7cm long needle poked into my eyes.

i was asked to look up and can see the needles poking directly in....

" pain, huge pressure immersed in my eyes, liquid flowing out of my eyes " i was thinking...

Just 1 word to describe me : BRAVE !

then, i started to feeling numbness and only hear scissors cutting my eyes !

NEVER TRY IT AT HOME ! the sound makes me feel eerie...


However i can still control my eyeball movement!


After 15 unforgettale minutes, i walked out from operation room feeling a bit giddy , with my eyes covered at a side
The whole operation cost me a big bomb in my pocket, RM6.5k.... sigh














Saturday, November 8, 2008

感恩,生命中不断遇到贵人

自从上了大学,朋友说我改变许多。自己也觉得我好想开窍不少,开始勇敢寻找自己的梦想,自己的理想也在不知不觉中萌芽成长。

毕业后,一直跃跃一试一身好功夫,心想终于能学以致用了。谁知总是打出了一拳,半拳却落空了,外界的变数是自己无法预料到的。心里十分纳闷。纳闷自己为何无法有所作为,终日闷闷不乐,希望通过看看外面的世界增加一些灵感。。。

古代的丞相们除了有过人的才学和智慧,也需要机遇和贵人。他们不少早年也愁有一身好武艺而无处施展,就在一阵苦恼后,凡是不放弃者,机会总会来临,终有出头日!
老天也算对我不薄了,给我人生许多贵人,让我成长了不少,又给我许多发挥的空间。
眼前又有一个非常挑战的生意,我决定全力以赴的把它做到最好,因为有竞争者。所以我才会进步。这次我不再盲目的冲,而更有脚踏实地一步一步耐心按计划去走。

鸭子游水,表面不动声色,水里不停的滑动着!

汉杰,半年后,好吃懒做者会被淘汰,你会改变游戏规则,。